A few weeks ago, I was able to attend the opening of Ryan Woodward's Conte' Animated exhibition (
conteanimated.com/). Anyone reading this might have already seen his hand-drawn animation "Thought of You" (
conteanimated.com/the-animatio…). Its been passed around quite a bit among artists on the internet.
Anyhow, before I left the exhibition I was able to talk with Ryan for a bit. Taking illustration and figure drawing classes had given me some doubts at that time, especially when I started comparing myself to others and feeling like I would never be good enough to make a living from illustrating. I began to ask myself if I was really cut out to dedicate myself to the profession and all its demands... or if maybe I should look into a more commonplace career with more predictability. I asked Woodward if he ever doubted himself as an artist when he was a student, in the sense that he should be doing something else with his life. Now, this is a crazy-good artist who takes regular trips to Hollywood to work on major motion pictures like Osmosis Jones, Spiderman 3, and more recently Cowboys and Aliens; just looking at his work is mind-blowing.
He said that, even now, he asks himself that question. But he made a good point afterwards - that, while you need to be satisfied with your own art to some extent from feeling like a failure, you should never be complacent with your own skill. THAT is the point when you stop growing.
I really needed to hear that.